Eason's concert

hehe i know i have not been updating my blog. wat am i doing? down with "depression" la..... definitely not PMS just kinda of sad and lost with what i am doing. i will show u some of the photos of Eason's concert. i must say IT's A GREAT CONCERT!!!!!! Sorry Sylvie if u find it boring but i love it! he is such a great dancer. will show u the torch light that i bought.

The fantastic crowd in HK

My touchlight

Hong Kong

I m gg to HK for a 1 day training. sadly to say i am flying economy class. if the policy has not change i will go on BIZ!!!!! Will go shopping there..... hahahaha......

Turf Club

I have never been to the Kranji turf club. Horse racing seems to be a distance from me. Cheater did suggest we go one day. Now with Baby White, its easier for us to plan what we want to do. So here comes our plan to visit the Turf Club.

Went there on 13 Oct. We did a lot of homework before we went there like finding out wat time was the race, dress code etc. but we were conned. the dress code is not what followed by others! The first match was at 1.45pm but we were late. Cos we had to count the coins to send to Singapore mint next week. Reached there around 1.45pm. We were shocked when we went there. There were a lot of parking lots but its all FULL!!!!!! We got to park at the roof top which was already 1/3 full.

We bought the upper grandstand seats cos there were air con. Luckily we chose that. The lower grandstand is sooooooooo smelly with those cigarette smoke. My intention was not becos of the aircon but the thoughts that upper grandstand can see the bird eye view of the race. haha.... it was good choice though its $4.

As u can see, cheater enjoys himself. I must say he has a good judgement of the horses. if i had let him bet earlier our winning will be more. But again, the more u win the more u lose which we did towards the last 3 races. never mind la just for the fun of it.
oh ya the food court at the upper grand stand sell nice food. yummy bak gu teh, dessert and i smell nice prawn mee and laksa.

i must say going to Kranji was a v v v v v v v v vgood experience. for 2 sotong person

who dun know how to bet on horse, we learn. i must admit till date i still dun know as much as cheater does!!!!!!! Thanks Dear for making the effort to wake up early to go there.

When is our next trip there dear?? :)

Baby White is ready to go home

This afternoon, got a call from Baby White's hospital. Can pick baby white home!!!!!!!! Called baby white's daddy to go and pick her up but he gave tons of excuses. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bo bian, baby white got to wait for mummy tomorrow to start her lunch time and pick her up and ask daddy to send her home to rest. Cant wait to see Baby White!!!!!!!!!

Did Grandma come home today

This picture is taken around 8.39pm. Today at around 8.30pm, a big big grasshopper as shown in the picture flew into my house. First stop, my modem, 2nd stop, the living room cabinet, then my brother's tables. took this picture at his table. then it went around the tv area.

Mum said we cant kill the grasshopper. Initially she refused to tell me y we cannot kill the grasshopper. in the end she said its at night, and it may be Grandma who come and visit us. Mum also said we din do anything wrong so its ok to let the grasshopper roam around the house. This grasshopper left around 8.45pm.

Grandma, is that u???????????? i miss u a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!

Edit 3/10 - Mum dreamt of grandpa last night. This is her first dream about him since grandpa died in 1985. Grandpa showed mum "nian gao" of various sizes. Told this to jacyntha, her reply : "the fact that your mum still dreams of him indicates that he is not in the heavenly realm nor human realm. When a spirit is reborn, you no longer dream of him. When a spirit is staying in heavenly realm, he is a deva and busy enjoying his good life there. He will, in such scenario, not appear in your dream."

If what jacyntha said is true, then its really sad. Grandpa should be happy with Grandma now.... thats wat i hope.

Queen of Reversi

I love to play reversi since i was young. i always try to challenge with my brother or sister when i was young.... found out that Cheater has almost the same standard as me but he lose concentration and din think beyond the game. Played with him last sunday...

This must be in Cheater's mind :

Cheater : hmmmm.... my next step is.....

Lazy : Wah so boring, can sleep liao. my daddy is taking ages to make his next step....

i lost in the above game - Game 1 of 3. cheater's tactic is v cunning. he always avoid and hide in 1 corner and later strike and attack u. Unfortunately or fortunately, i won in the next 2 games!! hahahaha.... i got a free dinner!!!! :) thank you hor.....

anyone want to play with me?? we can login to yahoo reversi!!!! pls let me know!!! :)

When are u coming back, Baby white??

please come home soon baby...... i miss u a lot!!!!

Baby White is hurt

At junction of LOr 28 and Cassia Road, baby white got injured at 11.05am today. :'(

i am very sorry baby white, the stupid lorry din stop and i cant protect u. i feel so hurt baby white.

daddy and i have bought u some presents today. i will go to the temple to pray for u tomorrow. i love u a lot baby white. see u in 2 weeks time. pls take care of yourself. i will ask darryl to check on u. i am very very very sorry.

Baby white

Baby white has cause me a big scare last night! Brought Baby white to see doc this morning and found out some of the parts are not screw properly. that cause the floating engine. This is the lunar 7th mth baby white, pls dun give me problem! i am scare!!!!!!!

Nokia 6111

Bought this phone soon after Grandma passed away. As usual i only buy my phones from WhyMobile. Mayb its just the comfort level in doing biz with Samuel of WhyMobile.

Initially i din really fancy this phone cos its on Sembian OS and Cheater din allow me to buy a bigger memory card to store my songs. It took us about 1 mth to figure the phone..... FINALLY Cheater manage to know how to use the GPS. I was quite worried in case i am being charged for the data airtime after being frightened by a few friends. but i am happy to say so far i have not been billed.

All thanks to my new phone, i manage to go places like Sengkang, Tampines Giant, Woodlands and many more. MOST IMPORTANTLY, i was stuck in the stupid traffic jam on Sat and really lost my way. Luckily i have the GPS to guide me home SAFELY!!!! My GPS never fail to be angry with me if i turn the wrong way or take other exit. haha My GPS is a bit noisy too.

The only drawback is i cannot answer my phone using loudspeaker function if i am using the GPS. quite frustrating. but never mind la i just love my phone and will be good to it. :) i will upload photo of my Nokia 6111 and its GPS function as soon as i can.

AMK Hub

Have not been to AMK for ages... i think only once or twice. Made a trip to AMK Hub on 4 Aug cos Cheater has to pick up a ipod from one of the shops there. First thought, not bad leh..... a small and mini shopping mall but with lots of people. Got a few shops i like, G2000, A-drey. Also a few nice restaurant like Fish &Co, NYDC. We tried the A-mei coffee. I like it. Becos Edmund din ask us to reserve the ipod, we had to make a 2nd trip to AMK Hub on 9 Aug. This time we venture the shops outside AMK Hub. shops are just different as compared to where i always frequent.

I must say u guys should make a trip to AMK Hub. i find it so much better than Toa Payoh HDB Hub.

Pu Tien at Kitchener Road

i was getting bored with the food that i am eating. its always usual, the Chicken Rice, Wan Ton mee, duck rice, prata, KFC, McDonalds, noodles, bee hoon, yong tau foo..... everytime cheater ask me, wat would u like to have? i always say anything, watever. he will say anything and watever will get u into trouble..... i will just smiled back. Without fail, Cheater will get something that i would eat. hahahahaha...... taking for granted right...... his usual words.

I was surfing the net on Sunday and went to Cruz Teng's blog (YES933's DJ Ding Zhi Yong) he was talking about Pu Tien. i know of this restaurant from his blog early this year but never know where on earth is this restaurant. Also i am not keen to venture out of the MRT or bus route in case i get lost. excuses i know.... hehe..... i showed Cheater what Cruz has wrote and i just said, let's go there some day. immediately he say let's go TONIGHT. Thru a link at Cruz Teng's blog i found the address.

Cruz Teng mentioned must book for seats cos its always full house. Cheater called the restaurant but they dun accept reservation for 2 pax! Cheater was smart. he asked the person on the line wat time was their peak hours. The person advise us to go around 6pm. Just becos of the food we really went around 6pm!

Oh ya forgot to add i finally know how to use the map on my Nokia 6111 the GPS phone i set the address in my phone and Cheater drove there......

Here it is, PU TIEN RESTAURANT PTE LTD......

We were there around 6.20pm. Already there were many people. When the menu came we were staring at it. all the food look soooooooooo good. sorry guys i forgot to take photo of the menu. Cheater and i ran out of ideas..... he suggested to order set menu but i refused cos i remembered Cruz Teng recommending some food.

So we ordered......
Ice bittergound with honey $3
Crispy yam with duck
Fish (not on cruz's recommendation but cheater wanted a steamed fish)
Spinach with salted and preserved egg
Rice

i love the spinach the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!! superb dish. the iced bittergound i must say its v v v v v vv v v v v vv v v v v v v refreshing. i am gg to try tonight using mum's bittergound. the fish is super fresh, yam is v good too.

i will upload the photos as soon as i can and make you guys drool for good food. i must say the $67 we paid for its v v v v v v v v v v v v v v vv v v v v worth it. i am definitely gg to bring my mum there.

if u guys dun know it i have lost about 3.5kg since grandma pass away. it was even worse in mid july when i was only 43.5kg.. now i am 44.8kg. i have not been able to finish my food for a long long long long time. i am v happy to say, yesterday is the FIRST day i finished the meal myself. will update the photos soon.....

Edit 21 Aug 07 : i think my pictures got to wait for a few weekend b4 i can post. Few reasons :
1) i am very busy with my ipod. sigh.... my IBM laptop got some problem and cheater when to reformat the whole laptop and all my songs are inside. i got to download my songs every night.
2) my IBM laptop dun have cd-rom and i cant download Nokia 6110 software inside. i dun know how to download from Nokia's website. again. this weekend got to bring it to Dr Cheater to solve the problem b4 i can upload my photo. Silly said i am not stupid but DAMN STUPID! ARGH!!!!!

What have i been up to.......

Wow baby white has brought me to MANY MANY MANY MANY PLACEs!!!!! HEHE who is baby white....... will tell u shortly. i think i can count the number of people who said hi to baby white. First start with Petrina, Patrick, Edwin, Mok, Edmund, Mingli, Dad, Mum, Wen, Darryl, Frances, Desmond, Shinta, Weiting, SQ, Kim Song (Cheater's colleague), Sam (Cheater's colleague), my bestest friend, Jacyntha and her husband, WK and of cos some of my beloved Teresa, Lazy, Happy, Hope, Good Luck, Forever, Sheep, Passion, Harmony, Silly and Harmony. i dun normally have people saying hi to baby white. she is just too precious. haha

Wait for baby white's photo........

Baby White has brought me to Tampines, Tampines Giant, Bedok North, Kitchener Road, Kembangan, Ubi, Chomp Chomp, Bishan, AMK Hub, Toa Payoh Hub, East Coast Park, Labordor Park, Toa Payoh Rise for massage, Orchard Road, Woodlands, Sengkang and of cos Aljunied.

Now i rely on baby white to go to work daily..... she has to be my slave when she used to be able to rest every weekdays. poor thing..... i will sayang you more since u are the best. hehe....

i will talk my adventure with baby white to Tampines Giant - went there with Jacyntha, AMK Hub but first on Kitchener Road!!!!!!!!!! Time to work now..... update later.

Absent from Blog

i have been MIA for sometime i know. i din know what to write and my mood is just now there. lots of head in my mind. Grandma's passing was a bit bad for me. i could not face a lot of things i din know what to do. i did dream of her one night. she was at the Great Wall with me. i visited Grandma's urn. she is placed beside my grandpa. The photo that my aunty used was the one went to do a makeover with her sisters sometime in the 1990s.

Thanks to all my friends and Cheater from being there for me. i still cry when i think of Grandma. i still miss her a lot but i know she is free from illness and should be very happy. I am still a human right, crying will make my lungs grow stronger leh..... according to cheater's chinese doc. i will try to write happier things now. its an attempt and i will do it. :) just wait for it. :)

It's my Grandma's birthday tomorrow

Grandma's birthday is tomorrow. It will be her 87th birthday she is just short of 15 days to celebrate her birthday.

Ah jia, i will buy u your favourite roasted pork rice and a slice of cake for u tomorrow. Be sure to come and eat ok..... i hope life is fine and u are happy.
See u tomorrow.

I dreamt of Grandma

Today is the 7th day since Grandma left me. Dad is offering prayer for her later. I dreamt of Grandma last night. i remembered i had a little kid with me and grandma was with her sisters. She smiled and clapped her hands. She looked happy. i wish she is.

Ah jia, today i bought Fillet O Fish and Fries for u from Mcdonalds. On your birthday 9th June, i will buy you a hawaiian pizza. Hope u like it.

I hope what u are telling me in the dream is true. u are happy in wherever u are now. Take care Ah Jia

Grandma's last moment

Dad was with Grandma on her last moment. Grandma was physically weak. What happened.... dad ask her if she wants to eat some porridge she said no. Then dad said he wants to go home already and ask grandma if she wants to eat again. Grandma say yes. Dad fed her, after that her eyes rolled up and dad told her to hang on as my aunty is on her way back. Grandma then laid down on her bed, had difficulty in breatheing and then she went.

i went to her wake. i din like the looks of her. the people dress her nicely, did make up for her so that she looked her best but i dun like it. i prefer my old grandma. i prefer my AH JIA!

My sister and i cried badly. Sister was worse than me. i controlled myself a lot cos i had miagraine and wanted to throw up badly. seeing that its difficult for my sister to drive back i find excuses to go to Aljunied to cheater's place. i drove home when my heart was hurt and beating fast cos i took the miagraine pills

i cant sleep last night too. despite i took the miagriane pills and half a sleeping pill. i m too jurt and grieving badly. Yesterday is just the first night. i have more days and nights to go without my Ah Jia around. Although u guys can ask me to be strong and i agree but the pain and hurt will always b there which i do not want to show out.

Ah Jia, i wish u are happy. pls bless all of us! i really miss u a lot.

Grandma's funeral

Details of Grandma's Funeral is out :
Her body will be put at the Multi Purpose Hall near Blk 129 Bukit Merah View and the Multi Storey Car Park.

Funeral : She will leave us on 28 May 2007 at 2.45pm.

A big thank you for those who were comforting me and asking me about the funeral, Annissa, Frances, Desmond, SQ, Henry Wong, Puah , Queenie, Sylvie, Raihan, Edwin, Weiting, Jonathan, Peter Coleman, and anyone whom i accidentially left out. i am having headache but have a lot of work to do!

Grandma has passed away

I have received news about Grandma's death around 1157 hours. Funeral details not out yet.

i got up today feeling weird. my head was very painful and heavy. its worse than miagraine. i told my colleague, Jimmy, i need red bull. i just went to the ladies around 1157 when i came back i had 1 missed call, 1 sms. my sister sms me to tell me grandma is dead. mum called me also informing me that.

Today - 25 May 2007 ends the day that grandma has suffered in pain. i know she will leave after tues but never know when. Saw her on Wed evening and was not sure she knows i was there visiting her. she wanted to tell me something but i never know what she was talking about. Wanted to visit her tomorrow morning after hearing from mum that she was not good yesterday. But who knows, the next time i see her, she is on the death bed ie coffin.

i will have to say i miss u grandma, thanks for taking care of me when i was young and staying with u at bukit merah view. i will never get to greet u again, Ah Jia. Till we meet again, pls take care. Ah Jia, i really missed your touch and love. bye.

Grandma

Today is MONDAY. Grandma pulled thru to today! Thank to my friends who prayed for me and asked me how is grandma. Frances, Ah Jon, Weiting, Jimmy, SQ, Henry Wong, Rox, Annissa, and so on all asked about grandma. My parents are back tonight. i guess they will visit grandma tomolo morning. I din visit grandma over the weekend as i was not feeling well. had fever and bad flu. poor me have seen doc twice.

Let's hope Grandma pull thru till end of this year........

SSO Casual Concert

I brought Cheater and Mingli to a SSO Casual Concert yesterday. It was Amanda Low performing on the violin. This gal is very young but very talented. It is also Cheater and Mingli's first time to attend such a concert. i thought i had got nice seats but sad...... its the front row. they cant see the instruments.

Amanda only perform one piece. V V V V V V disappointing. Amanda was very nervous thru her body language. i must say she really performed very well. her strokes are beautiful. Despite her fingers are small, she move her fingers very fast and swift. she played beautifully with great confidence. If only Ming Li or Wen can be like that, it will be superb.

i din let Lynette Seah's performance neither. i always dun like her performing cos she is v drama. On the whole it was a fun experience but i shall never park at esplanade anymore. cost me $8.50 to park yesterday when i only left the car there for 3 hours. Esplanade really ROB MY $.

Grandma

Yesterday after dinner, i walked to Bugis to catch a bus home. But sudden urge just want to eat dessert so Cheater and i went to the usual shop that we frequent at Liang Seah Street. That was around 8pm. Started eating and aunty sms me. "When are your parents back?"
i replied " Monday night around 7.30pm. y?"
She replied me "Grandma condition is bad."
i replied "Do you want me to call them back?"
She replied me " No need."

I sms Rosie, i told her aunty said grandma condition is bad. if need be i can make arrangement for my parents to come back. Rosie called me to find out what happen. Then she called aunty. Rosie called me later to say grandma is visited by the hospice nurse and was told that her blood pressure is low. Be prepared that she can go. Hospice doc gave grandma Morphine. Grandma also need oxygen tank to breathe.

i have a few regrets if grandma leaves now.
1) not yet a head of dept
2) not married yet
3) not a VP yet
4) din show grandma my car and what i have achieved.

Grandma is already 87........ sigh......... she is already senile. She has suffered for 4 years. She must be in pain.

When i reached home, i read my email. Aunty said that the SGH doc ask her to bring grandma home and prepare for her demise. WHY DIN AUNTY TELL THE TRUTH TO MUM ON TUES!!!!!! Mum only said that grandma has lung infection thats y they went to China for holiday.

now when all things dun look good then start to ask question when will my parents be back?! WHY CANT EVERYONE SPEAK THE TRUTH AND LET PEOPLE DECIDE? WHY IS THERE TONS OF PROBLEMS AT HOME? When grandma dies then everyone start to fight for the $ is it?????????? i dun want a single cent. i hate all the problem caused by everyone in the family. They dislike me cos i am the 2nd gal born to my parents. I studied normal stream they think i am not smart.

Called my parents this morning and let them decide whether to return or not. initially yes but now no. i guess dad will also be upset that it will be a christian funeral after all. Grandma accepted christ when she is not of a sound mind. That's so unfair.

Pls pray for my grandma.... hope that she can pull thru till tues.

i feel v frustrated

i dun know y yesterday around 5pm i feel very moody, frustrated and v upset. just had to leave office to breathe some air. i walk to chinatown to take a bus to see grandma. not to save $ but i had some things to settle at raffles place. grandma din recognise me. keep asking me what date is today. she asked if it is sunday. according to grandma's maid, grandma did not sleep last night. after talking a while to grandma, she fell asleep. i then left went home. On my way back, i felt very moody, frustrated. i knew i just need tons of rest and sleep. when can i find such a time to do these things?????????????????

i also din know raihan's brother was in hospital becos of lungs problem. surprisingly we bumped into each other at SGH's lobby. First question we asked each other, WHAT ARE U DOING HERE? hope his brother have a speedy recovery.

Grandma is discharged today.

Yesterday lunch time i filed a report against SFA 3274! U BETTER WATCH OUT HOR. i already reported u. i can do anything to my car now AND CLAIM AGAINST U. I HATE U FOR LIFE AND U ARE THE PERSON I AM GG TO BE SUPER PISSED WITH FROM NOW. U ARE MY GREATEST ENEMY AND I WILL NOT LOVE U. NO WAY TO LOVE THIS ENEMY! U BETTER DUN BANG INTO MY GOOD FRIENDS OR MY SISTER!

Today is a busy day for me. just attended 1 training session and 2 more meetings to go. Need to visit Puah later. he has an operation to fix his heart. no news on his operation yet. i will keep on praying for him.

Why are my posting not posted?

i wrote my blog at home for the past 2 days but i never see it posted! ARGH..... mayb i should get a new laptop. i will try again later if not i will change my laptop

1) Flea Market Experience
HEHE on sat i did my first flea market all thanks to Shinta for giving me the opportunity. i just have a lot of things to get rid. there are too many clothes that i do not wear. they are taking too much space in my wardrobe!!!!!! i wanted to sell at $2 but petrina want me to sell at $3. sold 2 at $3 and 8 pieces at $2. luckily cheater came early to the flea market. i left around 4.30pm. shinta, frances, petrina stayed on..... it rained around 5pm, the gals were drenched. oh no...... m i lucky to leave earlier? anyway i do not like the thought of doing a flea market in the open area. IT IS REALLY HOT!!!!!!!!!!!

2) Accident
met a car accident on sunday. STUPID TOYOTA PICNIC HIT ME! i am in the lane to turn into century square car park. this STUPID SFA3274 HIT MY RIGHT MIRROR. HALO NRIC NO S1777177I, IF U DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DRIVE PLS GO BACK TO THE DRIVING SCHOOL! DO NOT BE A HAZARD ON THE ROADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM IN THE LANE AND U WANT TO SQUEEZE IN? U SIAO OR BEING NASTY? THE CAR IS ONLY24 DAYS OLD! U BETTER WATCH YOUR WAY. SAY WHAT THIS IS VERY COMMON? COMMON TO U LA BUT NOT TO ME. IDIOT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TO ALL road users, pls be ware of this vehicle no SFA3274, this toyota picnic is a reckless driver. u can be in the lane and he can hit u from the side. this kind of drivers should get their license revoked. and becos of this stupid idiot driver, i got ill with a gastric attack.
if anyone of u see him pls stare at him. STUPID MAN. no sense of responsibility. drive family in the car and can be so reckless. also din stop once he hit me.

i must apologise to Rosie and Andrew for not informing them of the accident. i must think Darryl, edwin, edmund for their advise.

3) Grandma in hospital
grandma is in A&E since last night. CT scan show that she has a tumour. pls pray for grandma.

Things are not smooth. grandma is in hospital again

i m super tired

Grandma

Grandma is out of hospital yesterday. Rosie told me that aunty said grandma is very sleepy.

Today i sms Rosie to ask her to ask aunty what's the result of grandma's lung cancer test. i hope its NEGATIVE. Cancer is no joke. Cheater's dad died of lung cancer. Mei Lien has breast cancer and might have spread to her liver and bone - not sure. din ask Ngak Kee anymore. i really dun like the feeling of being told someone has cancer.

PLS PLS Grandma, pls fight on and be brave. Live till the day when u can see Wen get married. haha..... FYI Wen is only 15 years old. Grandma is 87 this year! still a hope right?

My New Hairdo

Hee hee, i went to monsoon's main branch at novena square yesterday to redo my hair. my curly hair were gone. taking the 49% discount that monsoon now offer to their customer, i went to rebond my hair. Cos Cheater say my hair looks v aunty if i perm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :@



For the first time i did my rebond in less than 3 hours. usually it take 5!!!!!!!! and i also feel the difference between high class hair salon and the middle class. The lady who did my rebond is Addy Lee's assistant (Addy Lee is Monsoon's boss). She is v detailed, fast and wat can i use to describe her? Anyway just BEST, SUPERB. Raymond my usual hairstylist since Sept 2004 cut it v neatly too. i never doubt the way he cut my hair. a trust i always put on him. but this time i think this blur sotong man forgot to cut my hair in V shape!!!! must question him later this mth when i do my colour.



i was not v happy when raymond ask me to cut off my fringe but i never doubt his professionalism. i let him cut. initially dun get use to it after i left the salon, i think its pretty. haha That's the new me..... what do u think ???? Cheater say i look like a doll. Jonathan ask y i cut like that. Not nice meh????????????????????????????



i strongly recommend everyone to go to monsoon's novena square branch to cut. v v v v comfortable place and cheap with the promotion going on.

Why is $ forever not enough????????

i have this problem, i always feel $ is not enough! WHY????????????????????????????

My Dearest Wen

My cousin, Wen is my beloved since the day she was born. i brought her to yamaha school and taught her piano. i am kinda of sad that she has turned to be disrespectful and v ya ya papaya. I wished this gal has the fighting spirit like aunty. but she dun have. she have the laid back and cant be bothered attitude and always do things at the last min. When can she grow up and change?

Mum commented that she has slimmed down. A bit lar...... but not too much. She is born with the "fat" genes. She has put on trememdous weight since 6 years old. What can u ask for?? No matter how much she has slim down, she still has the fat and chubby face. a trademark in the Chan family.

My dear gal, pls change your attitide and follow your mum's traits and fighting spirit!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grandma is discharged

This morning i was dreaming of some no.... there is a big list...... my sister sms me!!!!!!!!! i forgot my no!!!!!!!!!!! only remembered 1778 and 5555. ROSIE, Y DO U ALWAYS DO THAT TO ME? i have to give u the lucky no to win...... anyway it was a good sms. Grandma is discharged today!!!!!!! :)

Yesterday, i went to hospital, there was a doc who took 2 tubes of blood out from Grandma. And she has a form with her on survey for lung cancer! LUNG CANCER????????? Desmond emailed me yesterday morning b4 i went to see Grandma, saying his grandma died of lung cancer years back. pls lor i dun want grandma to have lung cancer and no need desmond to frighten me.

Anyway at night, i asked mummy. she said doc was doing test on grandma to check if she has lung cancer.

Was quite surprised that grandma can b discharged so early. She really looked frail and tired. Grandma asked me yesterday when did i fly back to Singapore. i din understand and said "HUH?" She then asked me when did i fly back from Australia. i was blurred. i came back in 2001!!!! so i said "Oh, v long already". Grandma also needed familiar faces to feed her. Yesterday i fed her with porridge and she ate half the portion of what the hospital has served her.

Let's pray for Grandma's health. Though she will never be fit and alert, at least not that frail and tired.

Update : grandma was not discharged. she vomitted after eating lunch. Doc got to keep her for another day. Let's hope she can be discharge tomorrow.

Should u move on?

My banker consulted me whether he should move to the new bank who offered him. i am a person who work for $ and i would say yes. Whichever path u take, make sure u stick on to your decision. dun divert and think of other opportunities. fact is u made the decision, focus and move on with your decision.

Grandma in hospital.

My paternal grandma is in hospital.... got a call from aunty this morning that she is gg to send grandma to SGH A&E. i hate the feeling when grandma is in hospital. i dun want her to go so early..... i dun want the family to split up and turn ugly with one another. already we have turn v ugly when aunty made grandma a christian. i do not want the family to quarrel about $ again.

Not that grandma is going to leave a fortune for us but we dun need the $. All the $ grandma has should go back to aunty cos she is the main pillar and gave grandma a lot of $ after she started working. i do not even deserve a single cent. what i have today is what aunty has given me.

Pray for me that grandma will be well again.

My good friends

After the incident happened on 19 April, i spoke to a few friends ...... cos i was really hurt.
everyone did not think i was wrong. but why was i hurt???????? i receive a few nice messages.

1) these people are too evil. thats y they never get slim down
2) the person who send out the email is too arrogant, rude.
3) i got a better job offer which i cant ask for. if i were to stay on i would have suffered more. i should be lucky that i got out.

anyway i just want thank people who have cheered me up, from my workmate in the political company, queenie, antje in Amsterdam, Jac in Qatar, Sylvie in HK, my best pals, edwin, my sister.

i want to apologise to Edwin for not being a good student on Fri night. but i promise u, edwin, i will practise more and not disappoint u.

What have i done wrong?????

I think i am very fed up of work already. can i have my first 1 million and retire? i do not enjoy work esp after my last incident at work. What happened....... i got backstab for no reason by stupid and idoitic people. people who are despicable who wants power, who wants everything. can u spare a thought that if u are evil to people u will get bad karma?????

1st round happened early feb till 14 feb. i had enough. boss came to speak to me about my attitude and claim i was influencing people to go against some others. i DID NOT!!!!! I am a very frank, honest and straight person. i will not pretend to like a person. neither will i go and purpose stab a person. i was told to stay low which i did.

few people close to me were called into the boss office too. i was sorry that i implicated them. it does not pay to be straight, honest or frank. i was v upset what happened on 14 Feb. what happened in the evening, i realised that COE went to $5200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!!!!!!! mayb i can buy a car???????? or should i????????

it seems like all my hardwork for the past 5 mths had gone to waste. I started looking out for a job since then. got a few calls from headhunters for jobs in Singapore and in Hong Kong. i need a job desperately. some of the headhunters came back to me saying i changed job too fast. profile is not v good. i just wait and needed that opportunity. when i meet headhunters i do not lie why i needed a new job - i was asked to do sales and i cannot do it! after 6 weeks of looking around, i was lucky i found my saviour. my new company!!!!!!!!!!! offered me a terrific title and pay. thank god!!!!!

when i tendered, i was asked why i want to leave. isnt it OBVIOUS - back stabbing, no work to do, ITS ENOUGH of lazing around. i feel like a bump. they started to offer me other things including going to Hong Kong for 3 mths secondment and working on HK Project. isnt all too late??? i already told u i am v bored at work since 14 feb. if u want to do something u would have done long ago. NOT NOW!!!!!

anyway my mind was made up. i had to leave cos i hate the people around. when i told the bosses i will not want to reconsider, they started to make things difficult AGAIN for me. was asked to work late shift - halo my employment contract does not suggest that kind of hours! and other more things.............

my 2nd and biggest backstabbing happened on 19 april. looking at my daily horoscope on WOFS website, it is supposed to be my lucky day. BUT i was stabbed heavily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i followed boss' instructions on my handover duties and kena a heavy stab by someone who loves to curry favour the boss. win lor.... i then counter defend myself. i hate EVERYONE there now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so does it mean i should not follow the bosses' instructions??????? manager has more say???????

on 20 april, i was asked to work from 8am to 10pm. come on lor..... its not even my project yet i have to do other people's work. and he does not want to let his staff to help out in my work. FAIR OR NOT????????????????????????????????????

why are the backstabbers so evil and so nasty? do u guys know u will have bad karma in future? pls stop attacking me . I AM NOT PLAYING POLITICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!