Absent from Blog

i have been MIA for sometime i know. i din know what to write and my mood is just now there. lots of head in my mind. Grandma's passing was a bit bad for me. i could not face a lot of things i din know what to do. i did dream of her one night. she was at the Great Wall with me. i visited Grandma's urn. she is placed beside my grandpa. The photo that my aunty used was the one went to do a makeover with her sisters sometime in the 1990s.

Thanks to all my friends and Cheater from being there for me. i still cry when i think of Grandma. i still miss her a lot but i know she is free from illness and should be very happy. I am still a human right, crying will make my lungs grow stronger leh..... according to cheater's chinese doc. i will try to write happier things now. its an attempt and i will do it. :) just wait for it. :)