Sunday, April 29, 2007

Should u move on?

My banker consulted me whether he should move to the new bank who offered him. i am a person who work for $ and i would say yes. Whichever path u take, make sure u stick on to your decision. dun divert and think of other opportunities. fact is u made the decision, focus and move on with your decision.

Grandma in hospital.

My paternal grandma is in hospital.... got a call from aunty this morning that she is gg to send grandma to SGH A&E. i hate the feeling when grandma is in hospital. i dun want her to go so early..... i dun want the family to split up and turn ugly with one another. already we have turn v ugly when aunty made grandma a christian. i do not want the family to quarrel about $ again.

Not that grandma is going to leave a fortune for us but we dun need the $. All the $ grandma has should go back to aunty cos she is the main pillar and gave grandma a lot of $ after she started working. i do not even deserve a single cent. what i have today is what aunty has given me.

Pray for me that grandma will be well again.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

My good friends

After the incident happened on 19 April, i spoke to a few friends ...... cos i was really hurt.
everyone did not think i was wrong. but why was i hurt???????? i receive a few nice messages.

1) these people are too evil. thats y they never get slim down
2) the person who send out the email is too arrogant, rude.
3) i got a better job offer which i cant ask for. if i were to stay on i would have suffered more. i should be lucky that i got out.

anyway i just want thank people who have cheered me up, from my workmate in the political company, queenie, antje in Amsterdam, Jac in Qatar, Sylvie in HK, my best pals, edwin, my sister.

i want to apologise to Edwin for not being a good student on Fri night. but i promise u, edwin, i will practise more and not disappoint u.

What have i done wrong?????

I think i am very fed up of work already. can i have my first 1 million and retire? i do not enjoy work esp after my last incident at work. What happened....... i got backstab for no reason by stupid and idoitic people. people who are despicable who wants power, who wants everything. can u spare a thought that if u are evil to people u will get bad karma?????

1st round happened early feb till 14 feb. i had enough. boss came to speak to me about my attitude and claim i was influencing people to go against some others. i DID NOT!!!!! I am a very frank, honest and straight person. i will not pretend to like a person. neither will i go and purpose stab a person. i was told to stay low which i did.

few people close to me were called into the boss office too. i was sorry that i implicated them. it does not pay to be straight, honest or frank. i was v upset what happened on 14 Feb. what happened in the evening, i realised that COE went to $5200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!!!!!!! mayb i can buy a car???????? or should i????????

it seems like all my hardwork for the past 5 mths had gone to waste. I started looking out for a job since then. got a few calls from headhunters for jobs in Singapore and in Hong Kong. i need a job desperately. some of the headhunters came back to me saying i changed job too fast. profile is not v good. i just wait and needed that opportunity. when i meet headhunters i do not lie why i needed a new job - i was asked to do sales and i cannot do it! after 6 weeks of looking around, i was lucky i found my saviour. my new company!!!!!!!!!!! offered me a terrific title and pay. thank god!!!!!

when i tendered, i was asked why i want to leave. isnt it OBVIOUS - back stabbing, no work to do, ITS ENOUGH of lazing around. i feel like a bump. they started to offer me other things including going to Hong Kong for 3 mths secondment and working on HK Project. isnt all too late??? i already told u i am v bored at work since 14 feb. if u want to do something u would have done long ago. NOT NOW!!!!!

anyway my mind was made up. i had to leave cos i hate the people around. when i told the bosses i will not want to reconsider, they started to make things difficult AGAIN for me. was asked to work late shift - halo my employment contract does not suggest that kind of hours! and other more things.............

my 2nd and biggest backstabbing happened on 19 april. looking at my daily horoscope on WOFS website, it is supposed to be my lucky day. BUT i was stabbed heavily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i followed boss' instructions on my handover duties and kena a heavy stab by someone who loves to curry favour the boss. win lor.... i then counter defend myself. i hate EVERYONE there now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so does it mean i should not follow the bosses' instructions??????? manager has more say???????

on 20 april, i was asked to work from 8am to 10pm. come on lor..... its not even my project yet i have to do other people's work. and he does not want to let his staff to help out in my work. FAIR OR NOT????????????????????????????????????

why are the backstabbers so evil and so nasty? do u guys know u will have bad karma in future? pls stop attacking me . I AM NOT PLAYING POLITICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!